Almost 3 years ago I gave birth to my daughter...on that day I had a tubal ligation. Why? Because my husband at the time wanted it done and told me had it not been done he would divorce me. Now here I am almost 3 years later and he IS divorcing me anyway and not for that reason. So Michael and I are doing some discussing...we both want a child. He has none of his own...I have three from my ex husband. When I had my tubes tied something just told me that I wasn't done. Ever since then I have felt incomplete. YES I love my children very very dearly...but at the same time I feel like something is missing. Michael and I are looking into tubal reversal...I found a great website from a doctor in North Carolina that seems very promising. Not only is it promising, but the prices are do-able for us. (We had also considered IVF) I feel that this procedure could benifit us both greatly. The ache he has to have his own child just hurts me...I WANTED more children...and seeing the one I truely love long for one of our own and I can't provide that just kills me.
I know in my heart that this is the path for us. Destiny has brought us this far...so I know that if this is meant to be, it will be.
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