Worst pain imaginable

For the past almost year, I have had problems with my right kidney. From infections to passing stones...it just doesn't get any better. Friday night was no different..only it was definately the worst pain I have ever felt in my whole entire life. The pain started about 8pm...just cramping at first. I tried to move around a bit trying to see if moving would make it stop...it didn't. Around 9:30pm it got bad and I started feeling sick to my stomache. I called my mother and told her that I was feeling bad and that I really thought I needed to go to the emergency room. She said they would be here in a few minutes. By the time it took them to get here I was throwing up in the bathroom and could barely move. On the way to the hospital I kept getting sick...my dad had to wheel me into the hospital with a chair. I was in horrid pain.

I got an IV and they gave me some medication to try and keep me from throwing up...it didn't work. They then gave me some pain medication. It knocked me on my ass. I fell asleep and was out for the longest time. They came in and took me for a CAT scan which I barely even remember. When she brought me back into the room I passed back out. I'm not sure how much time passed but I awoke to see my boyfriend walking through the door. Seeing him walk in made me feel so safe because I truely was scared. The look of concern on his face broke my heart, but I was so grateful to have him there with me to help protect me. He held my hand and kissed my forehead. The pain started to come back and they gave me more medication. I went out again...Michael sat there for almost 2 hours just holding my hand keeping watch on me.

I love this man so much. The pain is still here, but the oxycodone they gave me is helping a little bit. I still wish I didn't have to go through this. I don't know what is wrong with my kidney. I just want it to stop forever. I want the pain gone....