I am sure all my blog readers are aware of the fate that the court has dealt to me. This has taken a huge toll on me and obviously my family. I keep thinking of what it's doing to Michael..how is he handling all of this. Today I broke up with him.
I had gotten off work and we were talking before he had to leave for work. I gave him back his ring and told him I couldn't marry him. I can't stand seeing him hurt, and him being with me going through this situation IS making him hurt. I've had time to consult with friends since then and to think more...and now I realize I am just being selfish. Now, I think it might be too late. I texted and got no response. I don't blame him for being upset with me. I'd be upset with me too. Here I try to keep him from hurting, and apparently I hurt him just as much if not more.
I just want our family to work...but Wyatt is making things so hard for everyone involved. All he cares about is money. He doesn't care about the kids.
So here I sit...not knowing whether my love is coming home or not all because I turned him away. I did this...and I regret it. I may just very well have lost the one true love in my life.
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